Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
心情札記
1。感謝上帝！我和“yh”的遊戲玩完了！玩了一個月。當初我對主說，若這只是一個遊戲，可以不要與我的份嗎？但是，他say no! 這都是因爲二哥。。。若不是他，我不知道會發生什麽事。但是，每每想到他，我都很想哭！反而二哥鼓勵我說，萬事都互相效力（羅8：28）！既然過去連最壞的事情我倆都經歷過了，還有什麽是主不能成就的呢？在這事上，我倆學習“靠主更深”，也把我倆靠得更近！感謝主，讓我可以過囘平靜的日子。。。
2。下個星期五（28/8-31/8）要去馬聖休閒中心參加以聖舉辦的青年營，好期待哦！這是一年一度唯一的機會可以和其他福音堂的弟兄姐妹聚會交流。好懷念以前在以聖學校讀書的歲月。這次將會是個讀書會，從何傑的文章“靈命觀”探討何為靈性。這次營會的講員包括鈡今旺傳道，郑盛光传道，邱君尓弟兄，等人。
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
12/4/09梦
昨晚（12/4/09）我发了一个梦。梦中，我生病了。期间，母亲无微不至地照顾我。我对妈说，“妈，我不要生病。”妈说：“要对上帝有信心，他会医治你。”“我知道，但我对医生没信心。”过后，医生给我打了一针（针长十公分），然后我睡了十多个小时。
生病期间，妈带我去不同的地方玩、见朋友。有好多人关心我、安慰我，让我觉得很温暖。
以上所记都是真的‘梦过’。是因为我起身后，拿了纸笔记录下来。我知道，不记下来的话，当我睡着再起来后，肯定会忘得一干二净。
也许是因为过去受过的情绪伤害（？？），我以前很常会梦到一些“极度可怕的梦”，而且是一直重复的，想要醒奈何却醒不过来。举例说，梦到我被人追着打；梦到自己无路可逃，就从高楼跳下来；梦到自己要逃开众人，就选择飞在空中。。。每每总要从梦中哭醒，然后又再睡着。多年以后，这些梦越来越少了。对过去这些不愉快的经历，我一直选择压抑和不提（也许童年经历造就了我如此的性格。）如今我相信，上帝渐渐从我内心深处，作医治的工作。（我相信上帝的医治是彻底的！但问题是我自己愿不愿意接受。接受医治、磨炼、改变。一切）尤其是在母亲离世之后。（
如今，我这性格却也带来坏处。我生病时，多选择不看医生。自己解决。我相信上帝会医治我，只要还没到最后一步。（若是有一天，自己真的拖到没有办法了，要走最后一步 -- 入院或乖乖接受治疗，一定会被医生骂：“为什么拖了这么久[延医]？”[回答自己：“我是极端主义者！不相信医生。又要花时间、花钱、花精神。我现在要作的事情多得是。万一真的好不了，最多是早点回天家，跟父母团聚。嘘、！ 这些话不可以告诉医生。”] ）（笑！愿上帝怜悯我的执著。）
生病期间，妈带我去不同的地方玩、见朋友。有好多人关心我、安慰我，让我觉得很温暖。
以上所记都是真的‘梦过’。是因为我起身后，拿了纸笔记录下来。我知道，不记下来的话，当我睡着再起来后，肯定会忘得一干二净。
也许是因为过去受过的情绪伤害（？？），我以前很常会梦到一些“极度可怕的梦”，而且是一直重复的，想要醒奈何却醒不过来。举例说，梦到我被人追着打；梦到自己无路可逃，就从高楼跳下来；梦到自己要逃开众人，就选择飞在空中。。。每每总要从梦中哭醒，然后又再睡着。多年以后，这些梦越来越少了。对过去这些不愉快的经历，我一直选择压抑和不提（也许童年经历造就了我如此的性格。）如今我相信，上帝渐渐从我内心深处，作医治的工作。（我相信上帝的医治是彻底的！但问题是我自己愿不愿意接受。接受医治、磨炼、改变。一切）尤其是在母亲离世之后。（
如今，我这性格却也带来坏处。我生病时，多选择不看医生。自己解决。我相信上帝会医治我，只要还没到最后一步。（若是有一天，自己真的拖到没有办法了，要走最后一步 -- 入院或乖乖接受治疗，一定会被医生骂：“为什么拖了这么久[延医]？”[回答自己：“我是极端主义者！不相信医生。又要花时间、花钱、花精神。我现在要作的事情多得是。万一真的好不了，最多是早点回天家，跟父母团聚。嘘、！ 这些话不可以告诉医生。”] ）（笑！愿上帝怜悯我的执著。）
玉佩于 18/11/08 的分享(英文) Sharing
Isaiah 40:29-31: (The Bible For Today version) The Lord gives strength to those who are weary. Even young people get tired, they stumble and fall. But those who trust the Lord will find new strength. They will be strong like eagles soaring upward on wings; they will walk and run without getting tired.
From this Bible verses, it encourages me whenever I feel tired or want to give up, being family problem, or any other problem that might worries me, God tells me that He promises that He would not leave me alone, He is my God and my strength. When I looked back to the past, i know that God is such a faithful God, He is so reliable and I would never trust in other God other then Him. Sometimes we feel so helpless and nobody is able to help us, but then we forgot that Jesus Christ is the one that always pray for us whenever we are in trouble or feeling down, because Jesus is our intercessor.
When we feel worry, tired, etc..., just remember, God will carry us through, and when we feel we really can't walk anymore, He is the one who holds us in His arms, the footprints became His and not ours.
(Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.") I remember that after my mum passed away, just about 2 months, one church member (sister) had a dream and she shared with me. She said, in the dream, there are 3 people: herself, my mum and me. My mum's face looked so pretty and really different from how she looked earlier. She was talking to us. Although until now, i still don't know what sister 'heard' /seen in her dream, but i give thanks to God and i believe that God will keep His promise about my future.
I thank God for His promises and plans for me. His promises are so true to me, irregardless of any circumstamces happened in my life. And, i also want to thank all teachers for the prayers, cares and support. You are all like my angels that God has sent in my my life and light up my life. May God bless you all!
后记：我是一个来自传统教会的女孩，曾经很抗拒灵恩教会的方式，“害怕”他们用方言祷告。上帝却带领我到神召会工作，听校长的祷告，和她从神那儿得到的‘vision’, 让我得到很大的鼓励和信仰上的肯定。有时候，神迹不一定看得见，“神迹”就在我们的心里，是因为上帝藉着我们如芥菜种子般的信心，印证在我们心里！我们在这个没有信仰逼迫的地土长大，都太舒服太幸福，以至于不懂得珍惜。。。有机会应该去中国看看，看那儿的信徒是怎样在逼迫中“受挫却没被打倒”，继续成长。
From this Bible verses, it encourages me whenever I feel tired or want to give up, being family problem, or any other problem that might worries me, God tells me that He promises that He would not leave me alone, He is my God and my strength. When I looked back to the past, i know that God is such a faithful God, He is so reliable and I would never trust in other God other then Him. Sometimes we feel so helpless and nobody is able to help us, but then we forgot that Jesus Christ is the one that always pray for us whenever we are in trouble or feeling down, because Jesus is our intercessor.
When we feel worry, tired, etc..., just remember, God will carry us through, and when we feel we really can't walk anymore, He is the one who holds us in His arms, the footprints became His and not ours.
(Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.") I remember that after my mum passed away, just about 2 months, one church member (sister) had a dream and she shared with me. She said, in the dream, there are 3 people: herself, my mum and me. My mum's face looked so pretty and really different from how she looked earlier. She was talking to us. Although until now, i still don't know what sister 'heard' /seen in her dream, but i give thanks to God and i believe that God will keep His promise about my future.
I thank God for His promises and plans for me. His promises are so true to me, irregardless of any circumstamces happened in my life. And, i also want to thank all teachers for the prayers, cares and support. You are all like my angels that God has sent in my my life and light up my life. May God bless you all!
后记：我是一个来自传统教会的女孩，曾经很抗拒灵恩教会的方式，“害怕”他们用方言祷告。上帝却带领我到神召会工作，听校长的祷告，和她从神那儿得到的‘vision’, 让我得到很大的鼓励和信仰上的肯定。有时候，神迹不一定看得见，“神迹”就在我们的心里，是因为上帝藉着我们如芥菜种子般的信心，印证在我们心里！我们在这个没有信仰逼迫的地土长大，都太舒服太幸福，以至于不懂得珍惜。。。有机会应该去中国看看，看那儿的信徒是怎样在逼迫中“受挫却没被打倒”，继续成长。
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